Post Surgery Frustration

September 25th, 2006
I am starting to feel so cooped up in my house. I cant drive for another 2 weeks, my house is filthy, Bryan wants dinner and I cant lift a pot/pan and I cant bend over to reach my casserole dishes, I cant get out anywhere because I am so sick, and Bryan is gone 24/7! Em was here this weekend and she left again because I can still barely take care of myself. I get so lonely when shes not here but when she was here this weekend I was too sick to play alot with her. She accidentally rammed my incision and I lost my breath and had a shocked look on my face. Poor thing cried and cried because it made her feel bad. I just feel like I am sitting here all freaking day waisting away like a log. Bryan hasnt been home much but when hes home I think I get on his nerves because I cant do anything! This is nothing compared to a c-section. I had a c-section with Emory and I went into surgery thinking that this is what it was going to be like...boy was I wrong. I went to my cancer chat site and a few have had abdonminal surgery and they all say that its pretty bad. Another lady said she had a c-section and she too learned you cant compare them. GRRRR...I am just irritable and needed to vent before I go nuts over here.